Musings

...when I try to concentrate on the meaning of the words, it feels like a mulfunctioning prism that can't bend the light waves enough to bring them to a single point.  Same way, when I try to concentrate on what I am reading, the meaning becomes fuzzy and diffuse.  I have to have several goes, and in the end I don't know what I couldn't understand in the first place. And you end up going around in circles.  Pretty frustrating.